I have to blow it off....

by allie   Oct 25, 2005


I swallow every mean thing you say
I blow off every mean look you throw at me
only around you
Everything in me falls apart...
I'm screaming on the inside..
I laugh it off..
Make you think I don't care
....but than...
I enter my world
I lay on my bed...
kicking and screaming...
You burn right through me
I love you so much..
You love her..
I don't know how much more i can take...
i wish I could drown you out..
I love your friendship though..
I try to see you as only a friend but I just cant...
I know i have too....
I have too..
I have too...
I'm doing just fine...
pretending I'm ok...
i just....
wish....

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  • 19 years ago

    by Ambar K

    Love at times is the best feeling in the world but then it hurts like hell too, I know. But keep it up it was great! Read some of mine if you get a chance.