Someone please help

I need someone
I need someone to come in and take all my pain away
On the outside I'm doing just fine
I put my smile on just like I slip on my flip flops
I walk around those hallways like everything is going my way
Inside..
I'm drowning...
I'm suffocating...
I'm walking on eggshells
to be perfect
I wish I was
I'm tired of screwing up
Never saying the right thing
Never making the right decision..
The light inside of me is dimming..
And the will to live on...is fading..
The jump in my step...is drifting away...
Some one help me find me again
Someone help me find my smile
Help me find my giggle
I have lost that special thing I used to hold..
I missed place it...
Someone please help me find it..
i feel so lost..
I wander... but I have no where to go..
Someone help lead me to the right path..
everything is getting darker..
and I'm afraid..
I'm
drifting
away