I think it's not possible to ever know
but i feel your grip has let me go
My heart for once feels light and free
Finally I think I can find a new me
It wasn't easy, you held on so tight
now no tears come in the middle of the night
I am so happy to be freed from that emotion
it threw me around like waves in the ocean
I can say for now that I am fine you see
but if ever returned would I go back to the old me
the one who loves you and cries those tears
the one who shared all the same fears
the one who would wait for you to come
and when you did know you'd leave
then feel so dumb
I'm not sure if I will ever know
but I feel for right now that your grip has let go
