Standing here
in a crowded room
no one sees me
I'm just standing
lonely
a normal day
in my life
i hear them talk
about me
how odd i am
how i have no friends
some people try
to be friendly
but for some reason
i cant talk to them
no words will come out
i want to talk
i want to have friends
i want to be noticed
but it seems impossible
beyond impossible
its like something
mentally blocking me
from speaking
too shy
thats what i am
i cant help it though
cant even look them in the eye
i wish i could
i wish.....
two of the
worst words ever
because we
all know that when you wish
your heart becomes crushed
eventually
and your stuck
wherever you are
whoever your with
your just stuck
why do we all care so much?
i mean its just people
and look who's saying
this,
Miss i cant even look at them
i know
but i cant
i just wonder why
am i, are people so worried
about the others
theres no point in it
but i guess Ive just lost it
lost it all
and don't want to
risk it again
i lost everything
last time i trusted anyone
the last time i had a conversation
the last time i was friendly
its so weird how changed i have become
in the past months
i wasn't always like this
but that was then
and well
this is now
