I don't want before

Tell me again what you said to me last night
Tell me once more to make sure that i understood YOU right

You love me, not her, you want me back too
You miss everything that i use to do

You miss the good times and all the laughs we had
You miss the arguments and even when it went bad

All the little things play back in your head
Every move i made and everything that i ever said

It haunts you so much because you LET-ME-GO
You try to get me out of your head, you just say no

You use to have people watching me, or so you say
You knew where and what I'd be doing every single day

What kills me though is seeing yous two together
After you promised me forever

And you tell me you wish it was my hand you're holding
You wish it was me listening to your problems unfolding

You wish it was me spending the night with you
You wish that i loved you too

Well i think i did...but i don't know more
I don't know why i stayed with this for so long before

I saw you smile at her today
Yeah...things seemed like they were OK

And you lied to me because you said it was hell
I guess laughter is SO bad, sorry but that's hard to tell

So take your words and my heart
Take all of my pieces that fell apart

I don't want to hear any of it anymore
I don't want it to be like before