there was snow on the ground
and people all around
and standing in the cold
this is what I was told
by a little blonde boy
who claimed to be called Roy
"I will be your father
but I will never bother
to get to know
or watch you grow
It will seem like I dont care
my love will show rare
my heart will be as dark as tar
becuase I rather choose the bar
And when you grow older
becuase of me you will grow colder
I will try to be with you
but you will never want too
I messed things up with us
and at me I no you would like to cuss
I missed most of your life
and cut out your heart with a knife
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i thought i would give a little background on this before you judge it. It is about my father. He is an acholic and choose the bar over my family until i was 12 or 13 and know that my parents got divorced he wants to be with me. I just thought that would you understand the reason for this poem