I want you to let me know

Today is when i needed you most
It's not enough here with just your ghost

I can talk to anyone but i only chose a few
And one of them..i still wish...was still you

I vent to some friends but it doesn't feel right
Because they don't understand me, i could try all night

And what i want most is to hug you and cry on your shoulder
I want to stay with you as we grow older

And alls i need from you is to see you smile
And tell me that living is worth the while

Randy, it's been a little over 4 years
But i still cry so many tears

And it rips my damn heart out that you're NOT HERE
Every time i close my eyes, you always appear

The dalers fell apart after you left this place
Everybody has their own problems to face

The one i grew up with doesn't talk to me
I tell him what's wrong, but he blows it off constantly

So then I'm left by myself...all alone
And this house i have is not a home

And no body makes me happy like you ever did or will
One person did though, and i think about HER still

And alls i need is to hold your hand
alls i need is for someone like you to understand

Randy, i hope you're listening because I'm screwing up down here
Give me a sign to let me know you are near

Why didn't i die when i took too many pills?
Why couldn't Tyler just end it for me, all of that pain still kills...

Words can never fill the emptiness i have in my heart
Nothing can put together what once fell apart

And i love you and i miss you so much
i would live and die just to feel your warm touch

As i walk alone down the road tonight
I need you to let me know that everything will be alright