Im Sorry

It was the day I met you, I let you in my heart from the start…
Our differences were set apart… I had to be smart…wanted to hold you when it was cold and it was dark…
I wouldn’t let this girl be the one I reminisce…
A night without you would be a night I miss…
Cause if lovin you was wrong, I didn’t want to be right…
An by the look in your eyes I could see the future was bright…
Day one you got me thinking about you…
Day two wonderin what we could amount to…
Day three was worse than the rest…
Cause how could you like me… When you deserved the best…
Weeks went by as we both dealt with sacrafice…
I knew I couldn’t manage with out you in my life…
We made a commitment… I loved you, you loved me,
The love we shared was as true as could be,
This went on… the love would just take us…
We proved em wrong… see nothing could break us…
Second chapter things got a little out of hand…
Ha, its funny was jealousy can do to a man…
You claimed you never did it, why wouldn’t you admit it…
I thought to myself its obvious… plain to see…
Little did I know the joke was on me…
Imma fool for believing them, how could I do it,
Why couldn’t I just look at them and see through it,
I felt hate at me, blame at me…I couldn’t control it, I went insane you see?
I hurt you, thinking that you hurt me… so I know I am not worthy…
Cant forgive myself, cant live with myself…I wish I could kill myself…
But what would that do… if I died Id just further away from you…
Im sorry…
I LOVE YOU...