I wish you hadnt kissed me ,
When you walked me to the door.
I wish you hadnt held my hand,
And made me want you more.
I wish you hadnt whispered,
All those sweet things in my ear.
I wish you hadnt stroked my hair,
Or hugged and held me near.
I wish you hadnt smiled,
When I opened up my eyes .
I wish your touch,
Had not created this empty cry.
I wish there were no little things,
Reminding me of you.
I wish memories would not,
Make me feel the way I do.
I wish you didnt know,
That if you called Id run right over.
I wish I could be strong and smart,
And give you the cold shoulder. .
I wish you would have treated me,
Like just another girl.
Then the nights I spent with you,
Wouldnt feel like what they were.
I wish I hadnt fallen hard,
I thought you were for real.
But I just cant help the way,
That being with you made me feel.
I wish I wouldnt wake up sad,
And know Ive dreamt of you.
I wish I could get through a day,
and never think of you.
I wish I could loose this pain,
Deep within my heart.
I wish that we had ended,
Before we had a chance to start .
I wish I could forget,
How you took away my fears.
I wish I could at least say,
That you wiped away my tears.
I wish that you had been the guy,
I hoped that you would be.
I wish I could get over you,
Like you got over me.
I wish that I could see you,
For the person that you are,
But the heart wont ever listen.
Or grant wishes on a star.
And I wish that all these wishes,
Were full of honesty.
I wish, oh how I wish,
that you would come right back to me.
