I'm sixteen
that awkward stage in between
a child and an adult
nothing can be my fault
i smoke pot i drink
why?
no reason
I enjoy it
i find it fun
it makes me who i wish to be
and not who i am
i am evil but i can be good
a swig of that beer
a hit off that pipe
and I'm evil no more
i scare myself
I'm afraid
of what i might do
i might black out
wake up with bloody hands
a body below me
What the hell
what did i do
FREEZE!!!!
i look around
it wasn't me i say
but they didn't know
I'm two people
stuck inside
one good
one evil
both me
sometimes
