I am drained of power and also of hope,
I've lost the will to love and still cope,
Indiscretion around me, out of control,
My heart and mind shattered, not to mention my soul.
First there is you, we may be meant to be,
But I can't have you and you can't even see,
The feelings I feel for you deep inside,
And there's no escape they all have been tried.
Then there are the barriers; distance and time,
And though I'm just living, love feels like a crime.
And I can't climb over there is no way out,
I'm trapped and confused; my existence in doubt.
I feel affronted; I fall to the floor,
Knowing if this is love, I don't want it anymore.
