Deeper

Its scarey how i let my pain grow
and i will never let it show
i will walk around with a smile
and let it sink deeper

a drop of blood falls to the floor
it hurts more than before
thinking my pain will rise to the surface
when it only gets deeper

thoughts of pain running through my head
is it wrong to wish i was dead?
i take each day becoming weaker
and it all becomes deeper

i hurt myself and make it worse
its like im taken over by a curse
my life is meaningless
i just let it go deeper

i just wait and hope i will heal
these feelings i cannot reveal
i dont want a hand maybe i'll make it
but the pain gets deeper

i let you take everything
for now i am nothing
pain filling the void
as it goes deeper

deeper it gets
deeper it calls
the voice behind it all
letting it go deeper

this is my sacrifice to you all
you wanted me to fall
here is your wish
for i am finished

no use it trying to fight
i know no one is truely on my side
i am giving up
letting the pain take over

setting it free
from the deep
pain come
and take over me