I sit and stare as you walk past.
i hate this feeling sometimes.
otherwise i want it to last.
I'm hooked. have been forever.
i hear your voice and i remember.
i still think of what we had.
or what could have been.
that was the deepest love anyone could have ever felt or seen.
i want you. even though i cannot touch.
i don't know how long its been.
i want you so much.
when you talk to me.
my heart beats like crazy.
i don't wanna tell you.
i hope one day you'll save me.
i don't think you will feel the same.
I'm scared to tell you.
maybe i should just kiss you.
instead of being caught up in a game.
give a simple kiss.
expressing how i feel.
i wonder if you would kiss me back.
that feeling would be surreal.
but i cant tell you.
its my little secret.
cant help these feelings inside.
I'm totally addicted.