Where are you,
why dont you help me anymore,
im sorry for what i have done,
is it the drugs,
i do them because i have nothing else,
i have nobody,
is it my personality,
because this is how you made me,
i wont ever change,
but i thourght you were forgiving,
i thought that you would love me,
no matter what i did,
thats what everyone says,
so why isnt it true,
i thourght that you would help me,
through lifes cruel journey,
but you dont,
and now i have gone to far and there is nobody around,
i belived in the things that people said,
i belived that you would stay true to your word,
but now i have lost everything,
because you lied to me,
if its the last thing you do for me,
save me, save me now.
****my prayer to god****
