Please read this it would mean a lot, what im going through have driven me away from school, friends & family and its very hard please try & understand.
I'm so sick of crying,
I'm so sick of no one understanding,
I'm so sick of no one wanting to understand,
I'm so sick of not being able to talk, sing.
My feelings won't change,
Don't try too hard to help,
Because you will be the one getting hurt,
And I will still yelp.
But I promise you,
I won't go back,
I will get through this,
Even with what I lack.
I need the love around,
People giving me ideas,
Helping me cheer up,
So far I have bet all my fears.
I don't need the, "you don't care about me",
And the "you don't belong",
My father has proved he doesn't care,
I don't need my friends to say that, I'm losing my strong.
I have told others look for the best,
Maybe this might help, maybe,
I just need the "you're getting there",
Now can you see?
Breakdowns are the hardest to get through,
Four days so far,
And I'm getting worse,
I don't want to be left with another scar.
I can't live like this,
Crying every second of the day,
Hoping I don't go back,
Don't want to feel gray.
