It's been a while,
Since I've let my feelings show,
Not letting people know my inner thoughts,
Not wanting them to know,
The girl they knew they've now broken,
The strong woman is now week,
The person they once knew,
Is now fragile and meek,
Tough facades are now second nature,
And I'm apologising constantly for doing wrong,
Though confused as to what I've done,
Unsure as to where I even belong,
My friend has a faith in the heavens,
Yet I struggle to see things the same,
I don't know what to believe in,
Life just feels like a game,
Competing to get the best life,
Battling just to be happy,
Moving forward then told to go back,
Is that life or is it just me?
People say they love me,
They say they really care,
But when I need them to understand me,
I turn and nobody is there,
People say that I'm too nice,
They say that I can't do wrong,
But when they need someone to stress at,
I seem to be the one,
People say they love seeing me,
They say I'm the one they love most in life,
But when I turn up to see them,
I feel like I cause nothing but strife,
People can say many things,
Tell you whatever they want you to believe,
But as they say "seeing is believing"
And I don't see anything to believe.
