Hopeless now you're gone

I try to find the words,
Even just to speak,
But i can't find any,
Cos my heart is so weak,

Looking in the mirror,
Watching the tears roll down my face,
Wanting and trying to move,
But still standing in the same place,

I'm scared of not having u,
I don't know how I'll cope,
Probably just muck around,
And escape with drink and dope,

I can't deal with,
This pain in my broken heart,
When the judge gave u a sentance,
He tore my world apart,

I don't think i can go on,
How do i get through the day?
Without u beside me,
Guiding me the way,

There isn't a point in living,
If I'm not living with u,
God's took it all from me,
And left me feeling blue,

I reach for the pills,
Pore them into my hand,
Hopeing that you'll forgive,
And try to understand,

That I never asked for this,
It happened so fast,
I wasn't ever gonna be ready to let u go,
And drift off into my past,

I know in my heart,
What we had was right,
but now you're gone,
Inside it's burnt out my light,

Don't think I'll stop loving u,
Cos that would be a lie,
Tell yourself I'm with u,
And u were my perfect guy!

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