Did you lie to yourself once again?
told me that you care for me once again?
did you ever think that I've lived a lie?
would you forget me, you'll regret me
when I lay down and die?
now...
there's somethin' wrong there
stuck in a world where
nobody ever shares
when I walk up the stairs
everyone just runs down
like I'm just AIDS or somethin'
More like I'm nothin' now
You wanna clown now?
You wanna bring me down?
Laugh all up in my face
I can't make a sound now
I'm tired of how I live
I'll never smile and take
Never sing when I wake
more like just fukking give...
