I wish I could show you how much I\'ve changed
I wish we could get our trust back in range
I wish all you saw in me, was a cute lovable dork
Instead of volatile, like TNT bottled up with a cork
I wish we could talk again, about the fun little things
Laugh the day away, I\'d carry you safely under my wings
I wish we could hug each other and keep the other warm
It always made me feel like I could protect you from any harm
I wish you could give me a chance, a chance to make you happy
I know I can do it girl, cuz I have no reason to be snappy
Yeah I know times been hard, that\'s why we should talk it out
As long as in the end of the day you\'d smile knowing the FACTS,
no assumptions, that\'s not what I\'m all about
No need to assume that, baby girl, that my love wasn\'t genuine
I\'m so ready to show you now, this is the way it should\'ve been
I\'m not making this poem, yanno, just for the hell of it
I\'m pouring my feelings in it, all of it, so let me spit
I know, sometimes, that it\'s so damn hard for you to trust me
You just need to talk to me, lemme reassure you, so we can be
drama-free, guaranteed, so there\'s no reason for you to see
that I\'m out to cause you pain, feel like you can\'t talk to me
I wanna be special in your eyes one mo\' \'gain [ =P ]
Hurting you like I did should be writ as a sin
What I\'m feelin\' is this verse written by Jadakiss
I\'m gonna let him take over, because what I feel is this ...
I\'m tryin\' to stay strong, I don\'t wanna crack
But I need her
and she told me I was gon\' want her back
Should have believed her
Now I\'m wishin\' I could throw me back to that exact spot
Where we found L-O-V-E at
Lose some, then I lose again
When I\'m gonna win some?
I said a lot of things outta anger
I never meant none
I brought a lot of things to the table besides income
I just want things to go back to how they used to be
I was used to you and I thought you were used to me
Time is against me
You never miss somethin\' til it\'s gone
That\'s my word, ma
You convinced me
It might not happen, but I\'m still hopin\'
And my heart is broken
But the door is still open
Pillow still soakin\'
Your boy is still loafin\'
If I don\'t get another chance, it\'ll be hard to get focused ...
