Theres Nothing Left To Gain...

Last night I tried so hard
To do the best I could
But again I messed it up
Like I always knew I would

Theres just no point in trying
When all you get is pain
And Ive come to the conclusion
That theres nothing I can gain

I cry myself to sleep
Almost every single night
Because each night it gets harder
To try and see the light

The truth is I dont care
And I doubt I ever will
Because I seem to have this emptiness
That I know ill never fill

Im running out of patience
To try and fix this life
Because I know that in the end
It will just consist of strife

I wish I had a reason
On why I feel this way
I just cant find a way
To push this pain away

Im just a waste of time
Thats all Ive ever be
And no matter how hard I try
The point of life ill never see..

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