Numbness of Hatred

I was thrown away
Locked in this cursed room
Longing to find my way
As you play with my doom

You can see i am lost without you
I stumble upon a nightmare
Trying to find you

Your face keeps me awake
This illusion i seek
This darkness holds my fate
It pierces threw my porcelain skin

My head throbs at the mere thought of you
My heart aches painfully

As i open my bloodshot eyes
I am washed in darkness
You scratch my side
To see my face; very frightened

Many voices begin to swam
I cannot see a face that lingers in my dorm

Soon enough, i awake from that twist of a dream
Looking to where it is i lay
Feeling trapped within your cocoon

When i look to my side i finally see you grin
A smirk of death upon your blood thirsty lips
It's drawing near

I blink once or twice
Yet i see you're still there
You linger very near
But trust me; I'm not scared

For i know you aren't really there
You can't breathe any air
You are a walking corpse
Haunting me in my dorm

Once i feel you grip my throat
I at least feel the hands of my guilt
My concious at my doubt

I soon loose consciousness in you're grip
But my hatred for you runs too thick
For i cannot feel the pain of the knife that you kill me with

I now bid you farewell
Because soon enough i will see you in hell