Why is it that no matter how hard I try
I can never forget you...
Never get those thoughts out of my head?
The thoughts of what we had
What we were...
What you made me.
Pushing you away, trying to pull your dagger from my heart
Shattering my delicate soul, screaming to forget...
In vain.
All of those promises you made
Left to disintegrate to nothing...
Fading away into the depths of my mind.
Did you ever care
Ever at all...
Or was it all a sick twisted charade?
To take my heart
To use it as a puppet...
To make yourself feel big?
Well I hope it worked
And I hope you can live a happy life...
Knowing what the result of your puppet show was.
For no longer will you hold that dagger in my heart
Despite the thousand crimson tears I have shed for you...
There is still a glimmer of hope in my eyes.
The hope that I will not have to wake another day with you on my mind
With the memories running as the blood through my veins...
The hope that I can take your dagger and sleep peacefully... eternally...
Knowing that I have taken the one thing you thought you could control...
