I still find myself surrendering to you.
And there isn't anything that I can do.
I don't think you understand what I go through.
Just for you.
You exist in my mind.
With you I feel alive.
Without you I feel like I've already died.
Your real, somewhere out there.
But the truth is cold and bare.
I can't find you anywhere.
I hear you in a crowd.
Your voice isn't all that loud.
A faint whisper in the wind.
And with that my search begins.
Emotions drain.
In fear of pain.
I want you more than anything.
And I don't want to see what time will bring.
A life with you is what I won't miss.
But I'm looking for the nameless....
