Why do i always fall for the guys i can't have? i wish i knew the answer to that... i really am starting to fall for you but i don't think you realize that..theres a part of me that wants to have a relationship with you but then again i know that will never happen theres that part of me that just wants to be "Good Friends" like you said that night when we were laying together and i asked you what this meant was going on between me and you and you go i don't know you tell me and i said no you tell me.. and thats when we kind of decide it together that we would just be "good friends"...i know people are all like well hes not the cutes guy you have fallen for but i love your personality some people still don't get that looks aren't everything!...they don't get that the guy I'm deeply in love with don't like me so i have decide that he can still be the guy i will always think is the hottest ever and love for the rest of my life but i have to move on i can't just sit and wait anymore! tonight when she talked to me on your phone and told me that to make me mad or jealous of whatever she was trying to do it worked because i called Erica right after that and told her all about it! then she called you and you know blah..blah.. oh how i want you to know i want you but oh well.. i guess i will just have to move on and find someone that will want me.. but that kind of hard to do in this town!! because every guy i like, want , or love is a a** or don't want me!! so.. i just don't know anymore!!
