The reason is plain, but my mind forces me to dismiss it and I am torn by anxiety in all my waking hours. I am lost without you. I am soulless, a drifter without a home, a solitary bird in a flight to nowhere. I am all these things, and I am nothing at all. This my darling, is my life without you. I long for you to show me how to live again.
Is it possible that yoou know how I feel without you? When I dream, I like to think you do. Before we came together, I moved through life without meaning, without reason. I know that somehow, every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step toward finding you. We were destined to be together. But now, alone in my house, I have come to realize that destiny can hurt a person as much as it can bless him, and I find myself wondering why- out of all the people in all hte world I could ever have loved - I had to fall in love with someone whowas taken away from me.
