Things just do not seem to be right,
Fighting forever almost every night,
And now that nothings ever the same,
I just wanna quit playing the same old game.
Because of you, I do not know how love feels,
I never knew what to expect, what love deals,
And now that we think everything is OK,
It is just the beginning of one long day.
Every time I feel like I just can not hold on,
But everyday I have held on strong,
Music plays within the loneliness of my room,
I just handle everything carefully, adding to my doom.
Ready to open up self healing,
Can not get rid of the heartache feeling,
No one can hear what I am screaming,
And I would never tell anyone what I am dreaming.
I wait for the lord to make me just a little better,
Just want some love, so tender,
I never had a family to run to,
Now that I do not have you to run to.
I just need someone to hold me,
Just hold me and let me fly free,
Within walls of solid steel,
I no longer know what is real.
I miss those sunny days where the wind blows through my hair,
And those times when happiness is all I wish to bear,
And when the sun starts to sink,
Then there is no time to blink.
But now all I feel is so afraid,
All those happy memories I lay to fade,
I just want to erase them all from my mind,
And let new ones in, one at a time.
So now I pray on lifes journey,
Let me go, let me be free,
I just need some time alone,
Just to erase memories, let them be gone.
