I have no reason to smile

There is nothing in my life, thats makes me happy
Nothing in my life to make me want to smile
I always seem sad why I dont now
But all I know is I a wait a smile that lasts a while

I have no one to hold me tight, No one to call my own
I am alone in this world were I feel non existent
I want to be happy and smile like the rest
But tears silently fall, youâ??d hear if you would listen

My life was getting better then it got worse
Im trying to be strong just to get through the day
I did nothing wrong, but Im landed with this curse
Im trying to stand tall, and stop the pain

Im stuck in this life full of sadness, with no way to forget
I want it to end, but I know I must stay
I have no reason to smile and no chance to laugh
I wish I could leave and then the pain would go away

I struggle to get up out of bed and I cry at night
I struggle to get through the day and tears always seem to flow
I struggle to sleep at night as I sit alone in my room
I have no reason to smile, no reason to live, so why dont I just go!