I lie on the floor,
crying all night,
Someone opened the door,
it gave me a fright.
It turned out to be,
a person I hadn't talked to all day,
Someone I've always wanted to see,
just not today.
All the cards that were dealt,
lead me to death.
I was ready to melt,
until i felt his warm breath.
He asked me to hold on and not let go,
I couldn't make any promises to him.
I might have been able if the future was of know,
but it wasn't so i had to *go out on a limb.
So I took what I had,
and waited to feel the awaiting pain,
I was glad,
but also felt so vein.
Why would I do this,
to a person that loved me with all he had.
But as I float into the abyss,
I become feeling sad.
I try to stay awake to take the last few,
But my body falls asleep,
It goes against what I want.
The last few minutes of life,
I hope not to be here the next day.
Not to go through this *strife,
*Not to have to run away.
I can't feel the air,
or the floor underneath me.
My cry turns into a stare,
and my mind is set free.
