Need one not both

I want u but u want us both i cant beleave that this is happening i dont know what to do i hate that u wouldnt even tell me until i find out now im confused u say u love me but i keep wanting to beleave it but it seems like now im being used when i told u i loved u i meant it to u when u say u love me why do u have to mean it for every one too so baby these are my feelings i want u and love u why do u have to want others beside me it seems like everything is up in smokes now and i dont know how to face it