Her Note .. Her Goodbye

Looking for a despite cry
to her parents she badly lies
stay home nobody around
write in her notebook you don't hear a sound...

"to my friends i love you all
one day again I'll give you a call
you were the greatest people i could ever had
i hope with this you're not to mad

to my boyfriend i love you forever
i know this love will last forever
i didn't mean to hurt you so much
i hope your heart isn't very crushed

to my baby sister I'll miss your smile
I'll miss your hyper moment when you got wild
I'll miss your face, your eyes looking into mine
trust me baby you'll always be on my mind

to my other one who isn't much younger then me
never put yourself down and say you weren't meant to be
i love you more then i ever showed
I'm sorry for all those time i made you feel so low

to my 2 best friends you are the best
this friendship isn't put to rest
we had such good time sorry they had to end
but always remember you 2 girls will always be my 2 best friends

to my mom and dad I'm sorry i let go
I'm sorry for my cutting and depression to you i never showed
you could have helped me if i wasn't so blind
there's not a second you both wont be on my mind

I'm in a better place I'd like to say
I'm sorry if this problem ruined your day
i couldn't say goodbye to your face
and when i did this last cut my heart began to race

i didn't want to let go but i knew i had to
I'm sorry that my own death is what i had to do
i wish there was another way
that i didn't have to lie and could actually make it threw a day

i haven't disapare from your life
but I'm sorry for this your facing the price
but your all in my heart you'll never leave
and I'll be watching over you from heaven because thats where I'll be"

so in the dark on the night
she mad her last cut in fright
and the blood flows down to the white titled ground
and now shes not breathing and you don't hear a sound

so in this night this young girl died
and the pain she left behind still cries
So goodbye to the world as she goes to sleep
and now no longer will her depressed heart weep