When we were as one it was always so dramatic. You chose to do drugs instead of giving love. You pushed me away because you knew I couldn't stay. The drugs they took you to another place away from me and any other day. I loved you more than I loved myself, the fool I was for so long not knowing what was taking place. You hid it very well so that no one could tell. You tried to stay clean but it was just a fantasy or a dream. You broke my heart when you threw us apart; when it was time to come back it was to late. The pearly gates took your name and away you were gone for now your love I long. They always say it`s never to late but now your gone. I will always remember you my love and in my thoughts. I hope you have the peace you longed. Goodbye my love even though your gone I know not for long I will join you when all is through.