Im tired of being sad. Im tired of being mad. I hate to feel down. Im so tired of having a frown.
Im sick of crying myself to sleep. I just want to be happy and find relief. I cant go on I can feel it in my bones, its sad that I feel like I have to go.
I wish I would die, thats crazy to say, but i cant go on feeling the pain. I've tried to kill myself that hurts to know, but the scarce on my heart put me futhur into the unknown.
I've tried to be happy so many times, but nothing works and it blows my mind. I'm tired of the sadness I feel inside it hurts so much and thats why I want to die.
I used to be able to hold it all in, but now I break down b/c my body wont mend. I'm tired of trying to keep my head high, I sunk so low the devil can see my cries.
Why cant God just help me be happy and take away this pain that makes me feel badly.
I am in human form but my soul has died long ago. Taking my life might not be the right thing to do, but I hate the pain I go through.
People will be sad, angry and, depressed. I was all three of those and thats why I want to be put to rest.
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