I don't know why i am the way that i am
i always say i can't when i know i can
its like there is someone inside
who is trying to control my life
i don't know how to change the way that i am
i'm really not sure i can
i have tried to do what i know is right
but i cry myself to sleep every night
i want to be happy again
why can't the good person win
maybe i should ask for help
instead of thinking i can do it by myself
or maybe i should give up and say
OK, you have won"
i don't know what to do
i honestly don't have the slightest clue
would giving up be wrong?
or should i try to hold on?
i guess I'll hold on and pray
that I'll win this game one day
