I'm starting to be sad like once before
I don't know if there's anything here for me anymore
I don't know why I'm startin to feel this way
But, I'm very sad, every night and every day
I keep looking for that one simply boy,
Who will bring me so much joy
I thought I found him, but I was wrong
He never wanted to be with me all along
I think about him way too much
I think about his lips, his face, and his touch
He is always on my mind and in my dreams
I think I love him, or at least thats how it seems
Why do I let him get to me this badly
He treats me like shit, and I let him, sadly
This boys a part of me now
Without him I wouldn't know what to do or how
I close my eyes and I see him with me
But deep down, I know it will never be
I care for him and think about him through and through
But does he care for me and think about me too?
