I cannot

I cannot live another day
with this pain
with the toture
and the strain
i cannot wake up
cause every morning it's harder
what purpose do i have here
is now evaporrated in thin air
i cannot sleep
i have nightmares of me dying
my life is not worth it
so why am i tryin?
i spend each second
in the pain and suffering
i cannot live in this life
i cannot survive through the day.