Selfish

Why am I still dreaming of you
Its been 6 months and I dont know what to do
I dreamed we were alone in my room
But we didnt get close, no we were miles apart
You had a glowing smile that warmed our cold hearts

You asked me how my dads been
You spoke to my mom like nothing ever happened
Confused as I was I couldnt let this night end
Standing eye to eye, alive for the first time
Hey I dont mind, Ive been a sucker all my life

You stand out like the moon
Im one star in a tomb
Dreaming memories of you
As I sleep all afternoon

When things got going the girl got scared
I walked you to your car through cold chilled air
I wish you didnt leave, but wishful thinking isnt fair
You think Im being selfish, I need to share

We walked to your car hand in hand
A simple tease that we let stand
Standing eye to eye, with sad goodbyes
I woke up on the couch and cried
For I know we\'ll meet again on the inside