All this pain is real
i feel lost
unhappy
like no one cares or understands
but why why does he make me feel this way
why cant the devil just go away
no instead he\'d rather ruin a friendship
he\'d rather have someone die
he\'d rather no one find god
but i wont let him do this
i wont let him ruin my life
yet he already has.
the scars are there when i want to die i see them
i see how much it hurt me
but i still want to make more and i fight it
until i cry so much i ache i cry so much the pain makes me ill but no one sees that and they never will.
