Im sorry mom

Sorry mom but this is the end our lives we cant share i feel like we cant be together this is the end I'm done I'm going to kill myself i feel sad and empty i cant hold on no more it doesn't get any better I'm sorry you just don't love me like you love Ur other two daughters you should of had let me die instead of bringing me into this ignorant world where we fight ill never be anything in this life i want to die your hate is strong everything is better when your far away from me i don't want to say that i want you to die b-cuz i know their people who love you and you love them too but i ruined your life i want to tell you I'm sum thing but you always see me like nothing all this years YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME YOU DON'T KNOW THAT I CRY YOU DINT KNOW THAT I WANT TO DIE SORRY MOM BUT YOU DON'T KNOW ME I HAVE THIS FEELING FOR YOU SORRY IS A SECRET ILL SEE YOU IN... (sorry mom)hell

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i know it doesn't make sense but it is just something i wanted to get off my chest...