Starting over, not sure where to begin, what a mess
Don't know why I'm here, sick of them saying "God bless"
Hit by a brick the other day
Just when I started to think I was OK
Cant really come up with something new
I doesn't really matter what I seem to do
To deep, I'm engulfed in this unbearable heat
Things worsening, its a joke to think I can still beat
I've lost everything I've grown to live for
Taken all at once, thy soul is lost, it tore
Can't even quiet my thoughts, I want my head to break
Totally checked out, reality calls me to decide which road to take
Losing all saneness that may sill exist inside
Never a quitter, never been so alone, just want to hide
Every-time I get up to try again, I trip, face first,I fall
They knock me down before I get a chance to stand tall
