Each day i cover up my new cut

by ♥•oOo MaDdiSoN ♥•oOo[[i LuV JoSiE]]   Oct 28, 2005


My life is getting worse
every single day
it makes me feel like cutting
by all the words they say

i wish that they were nice
so i didn't have all this pain
maybe then one day
it would get rid of all the rain

i go to school each day
laughing and faking a smile
if only they would notice
that it only lasts a while

cause when i get home
my smile becomes a frown
my energy becomes so weak
i feel so f u k i n g down!!

i get told what to do
i do not have a voice
i am like invisible
i don't have a choice

i get forced to do things
that i don't want to do
so if you had my life
you would cut too!!

when i get home
i lay on my floor
i hold onto the knife
and make sure i close the door

i put it to my body
wherever i can find
i dig it deeper and deeper
until i lose my mind

then i cover my cut
and put away my knife
put on a smile
and head back to my life

everyday this happens
and soon it will get worse
i won't be able to take anymore
I'll get rid of this evil curse

whatever it may be
i just can't even wait!
cause my heart is broken
dying is my fate!

life is so hard!

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  • 18 years ago

    by UnWaNtEd

    Hey hunni,
    congrats but u n jo 4 yesterday....hang in there darlz... it will onelly get better...WE HOPE???? well.....just to let you know....well since last thursday i cut again....but not to deep....they are fading now...sshh.......tah tah 4 now darlz...
    love ya......
    UnWaNtEd (emily)

  • 19 years ago

    by Torn

    Dying is never a fate hun, although i do understand where you're coming from.
    hang in there ok!? life does get better, sure it has ups and downs, but just try as hard as you can to make things work.
    Im always here for u if u ever need to talk..and please dont cut urself..
    love ya xoxo

  • 19 years ago

    by given up

    Dat is really full of emotion but hang in there!!! everything'll get betta if things get much worse tell a real friend wots appnin at ome n stuff tlk 2 an adult mabi ur m8s mum ask em if u can stay a while just dont do anyfink stupider.. get away frm ome n try 2 fink str8 put d knife down n fink about ur m8s!!!!

  • 19 years ago

    by xEmmax

    "then i cover my cut
    and put away my knife
    put on a smile
    and head back to my life"

    i loved that bit especially, really good poem, full of emotion, very well written, take care xxxx

  • 19 years ago

    by hm

    Wow babe that was deep and i love da dark side of it! just hang in there coz 1 day soon ppl will here ur voice and u can do wat u like!coz things neva stay the same!luv lots josie.........

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