I miss him

You were that once in a lifetime
for once I knew I would be fine
I was truly happy and my heart hadn't lied
but everything was shattered the night you died

my soul felt weak
I couldn't speak
it's only you I seek
my life's eternally bleak

I promised my heart to to forever
we were meant to be together
but my heart string have now been severed
I promise you, I wont love another

now your ghost that haunts me
I see you in my dreams
you in my arms as you bleed
now all I'm left with, is my silent screams

I'll never move on
I'm too far gone
never again will I feel strong
forever to you my heart belongs

my bleeding heart wont ever stop
everyone but me has only forgot
now I feel lost
now to my knees I drop

I pray that god would take me too
so forever I can be with you
even though I know the truth
I'm still left crying out like a fool

so to the heavens I gaze
my heart is left entwined in a maze
maybe this is still just a mourning phase
but without you here my life's now dazed

I'm incomplete in so many ways
I'll love you for the rest of my days
I'm left with so much pain
now I'll end it all, with the touch of a blade