Loved By Two, Beat by one

I feel the pain,
I see my skin rip,
I feel the blood from my vein,
I hear the blood drip,

I hear it in my dreams,
After I fight with you,
Thats the way it seems,
You felt the same way too,

When your father beat,
You took it out on me,
Sometimes in your sheets,
You don't ever see,

What is staring in your face,
You need to open your eyes,
Put yourself in my place,
Get rid of all the lies,

The ones you told the cops,
The ones you tell my mom,
My mind like spinning tops,
My life is like a ticking bomb,

Waiting to explode,
Only on myself,
Not too long down the road,
No more feelings on the shelf,

I used to keep it all inside,
Until I met someone new,
Now our hearts collide,
Now I am loved by two