I walk away from my problems
I stumble over my fears
I trip with hurt every time i fall
I cry with blood red tears
I am the creature of lying
I am the mistress of hurt and pain
I am the cause of death and tears
I cut over and over again
I destroy the meaning of happiness
I long to be someone's friend
I kill and butcher the goodness inside
I want to heal and mend
I hide away answers
I lock up places you need to go
I steal your fun and abandon your games
Why im like this you must ask
Well to tell you the truth I dont even know
