The way he hurt me behind my back.......

The secret crush I've had so long,
Has finally been let go,
But not because of my own wrong doings,
But because of the feelings you decided to show.

I was good at keeping my distance,
My mind on you, always fair,
And although your name was constantly in my head,
On your mane, I didn't touch one hair.

But then one day I sparked your interest,
The flame in your heart was lit,
You began to look at me in that special way,
And you thought this could be it.

Being much older, you knew it was wrong,
But the flame never quite blew out,
And when you felt my hand that day,
In your eyes, I saw no doubt.

So we made it a custom to see each other,
More often times than not,
The touch getting softer, our knees getting weaker,
The age difference we soon forgot.

It started out innocent enough,
Neither one of us moving too fast,
But the day you held me and kissed my lips,
I thought that this would last.

The next few weeks, there was only you,
The moments we had, priceless,
All the words you spoke I held on to,
The few seconds we kissed, timeless.

We had to sneak around, but it was worth it,
The guilt overthrown by smiles,
If I had only known what your intentions were,
If only I had recognized your decieving styles.

And to this day I still question,
How I fooled myself like this,
The smiles, winks, kisses, hugs all fake,
I should\'ve felt the deciet in your kiss.

Because after about a month and a half,
You knew that we were falling apart,
Because behind my back, and behind your touch,
Knowingly, you slowly broke my heart.

You were seeing someone else, you said you didn\'t care,
But what we had, you said, needed to end,
You tried to explain, but I ran out the door,
Not recieving the message you were trying to send.

The phone didn\'t ring,
But the thoughts of you remained,
Jumbled up in my heart, even more in my head,
Seeing me as some dog you had trained.