I have been able to hide my feeling for all the years passed
but now that i can't i don't know if i can last
my emotions are re-entering my soul
but now i get to smoke that bowl
Before that would be how i got away from reality
Now i want to just smoke so i can get back to myself
Gotta get back to leaving my sexuality
Leave it all on the shelf
For the one guy that i know is for me
The ending of a chapter only opens a new one
That is how i want it to be
I don't want to just have sex for fun
Anymore, now I've have begun
To realize that it is no fun
The new me is about to come in
And the old me as gone into the trash bin
