My life without you(its as if...)

Your name is like a scar on my heart that wont seem to heal,
its as if my worlds gone numb and happiness isn't real,

its as if my souls gone cold and dieing is a temptation,
its as if my lifes no longer apart of me and living is no longer a sensation,

its as if the seasons never change and everday is grey,
its as if this pen im holding in my hand knows im not okay,

its as if the light that once lit my room is replaced with darkness and sadness,
its as if my mind that used to be filled with hope is now only filled with madness

some may call this depression and some may call this a world gone blue,
but what i simply call this is my life without you!!!!!