How I long to live in a fantasy world...

How I long to live in a fantasy world
Just like final fantasy
To wear whatever the heck I want
And still be judged as me
I want to fight in battles
Yet nobody would end up dead
I want to practice fighting stances
So I won't lose my head
I want to travel back to my memory
Where lie the greatest mysteries
Where if I had the chance
I'd run across the meadows
Tumble in the hills
Frolick in the woods
Whatever is my will
I'd fly with wings if I want to
Or use an air ship
Rush with the tide seething in my veins
Run into nothingness and escape with freedom
How long must I wait
To get what I want?
A mid-flip is not enough
A dress up game will not succeed me
And definitely not wishing
So what must I do
To live in a fantasy world?