Your love is pain.

Choking on the tears i cry,
your face is such a waste of time.
i love it, when i hate it
it makes me smile, until i cry
i look and you and i laugh,
just until i die.
gaging on my vomit,
the sweet scent of you lingers.
i love it, when i hate it.
it smells so great, until it makes me sick
i smell it and i do a dance,
just until i break.
screaming from the pain of this,
emotions just fill my head.
all i think of is you,
until i bleed out.
all i smell is your familiar scent,
until i eventually die.