You destroyed my life

I cry every night
I live in fright
What if he comes in my room again
I can't act like this is pretend
He hurt me so bad
It seems as though I can never be glad
He took my life away
Now I have to live in grief everyday
I was only fourteen
How could you be so mean
You raped me
Are you happy
That you did this to me?
I feel as though I can't anymore
You destroyed my life hardcore
I hope you know what you have done
How could this be fun?
You sick minded freak
Thanks to you i can barely speak
I only have one choice to heal the pain
The pain that hurts so much that I can't even explain
Well good-bye mom
Good-bye dad
Good-bye sis
Please don't be sad
This is for the better
That is why I'm writing you this letter
Every word of this feeling is true
All I can say now is that...
I love you