I don't know what to do,
Confused between you and the other shadow.
Go back to the love I know,
Or ahead to something unknown.
You drained me, shrivelled into nothing,
This ground's too harsh for me.
No heart to pump,
The blood that once flowed.
Monster in my nightmares,
You standing there with black eyes.
Gun aimed at my head,
Bullet in tact, I can't run.
Breathing so fast,
I don't know where to go.
Scared of the unknown,
What have I done now?
Burning insides, learning
The demon in you.
A love so strong,
All you wanted was the air.
Suffocate me in my sleep,
Let me leave you.
Close my eyes, shut off my veins,
I won't be yours anymore.
First instinct, always right,
I knew it wouldn't be ok.
Crawling into a corners den,
I hide my weary tears.
I can't cry, I can't love,
All of this, because of you.
Nothing will let me be the same I was before,
One hit down, a stint in my histories booking.
